wafblog v3.0

So, I’m feeling really… ‘under the gun’ at the moment (thanks for that phrase Chez).

Lots of things happening at once, but there seems to be this resounding feeling that work’s taken over my life. All aspects of work. From the actual work to the social to my outlook on life. I’m not entirely sure that it’s a bad thing - but I’m fairly content with life…. so why do I feel guilty? Sometimes I feel like people have these expectations of me, but I don’t know about them. So I don’t meet those expectations and then I get in trouble. Or they’ll suddenly be like “why didn’t you do this?” and I’m sitting there thinking… “you didn’t tell me you wanted me to do that!”.

I am however, enjoying work. It’s been very busy lately, and there’s still an overwhelming feeling that I don’t know what I’m doing. I am however, starting to get the hang of things. I like that I’m constantly having to think and find different ways to do things. We’ll see if it’s the same when I move to the audit side of things.

Bought a PS2 recently… am looking to mod/chip it. Most likely will be soft modding it - less chance of bricking the console. I can’t believe how tiny the Ps2 slimline console is… but I think I made a mistake in choosing the slimline. It sounds like it’s a lot harder to mod the slimline and there’s no room (or adapter) for a hard drive. I am tossing up re-selling the slimline on eBay and getting a fat one. Which I really should do before I mod either of them. Too many things I want to do. Not enough time.

I owe a few people e-mails - you should be getting them this weekend!!!!

And thanks to ‘Faith No More’ for the title from the song “Ashes to Ashes”. Yeay. Classic rock.