wafblog v3.0

*Sigh*. i don’t know anymore. why is it, that when you’re in a relationship with someone, you’re willing to do lots of little things to make them happy, but it just seems like it’s NEVER enough? you do this, you do that, you compromise a little, give a little and they keep asking for MORE? it’s like, can’t you SEE what i’m doing? can’t you see that i’m *trying* to do what you want, but goddammit, i need time to change. i can’t be someone i’m not. i don’t get it. i just don’t get it. *GAH*. too much angst.

anyways, i’ve been attempting to follow a new study regiment. 4 hours a day on weekends, and 2 hours a day on weekdays besides friday. i was successful for the weekend. and on monday. and terribly unsuccessful last night and tonight. altho, i did get my finc tute done today at uni so at least it wasn’t a complete waste. i’ve been much too distracted with reading harry potter fanfic. finding that even with less subjects i somehow still don’t have enough time to do all the things i want. i’m terribly behind on reading the bulletins board, my e-mail is clogging up like anything, and i practise violin even less now. i really really really need to clean up my act.