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“do you want to get naked and sacrifice a goat?”

bec’s 21st – masquerade ball! it was pretty damn funky (: i wore a dress (gasp!) and made my own mask, which was heaps of fun.

we got there a bit late (9pm!) and were completely starving, so went to maccas and had nuggets + chips for dinner. which is pretty bad considering how many nuggets i’ve been eating lately… anyways, the best part of the night was when mike was talking about ‘rush hour 2′ and the quote “do you want to get naked and sacrifice a goat?”. so dan dared him to walk back into the party and say that to the first girl he saw. that just happened to be one of the three birthday girls! BAHAHAH. the look she gave him was *classic*. so that really made my day. haven’t seen somebody do something silly just for fun in such a long time (

to have one friend that knows you inside out you can die without regrets

“jump on the table, lie down, aim the stick and then shoot”.
yes.. that is exactly what su told me to do whilst trying to make a shot in a pool game. i wasn’t sure if she was trying to help me or send me subliminal msgs LOL. so, i think i’ve become a bar junkie. finally moving on from card games and the like at wenty level 4, we now find ourselves playing pool in the level 2 wenty bar several afternoons a week. i truly am becoming an engineer.

meanwhile, the tazo frenzy has taken over. got 18 packets of chips today (: poor su and sally. actually sally who had to carry them in a bag all the way up the stairs. hehe. so, lots of tazos for me, and not even that many packets of chips to eat! w00t :D

watched the first episode of one tree hill too. looks alright. typical sort of teenage drama, but it has potential. hopefully i can get a few more episodes.

restless. very restless… angry too. not sure what’s wrong. wish ppl would stop demanding things from me, stop pushing me to do stuff. just want to sit. rest. relax… have some down time. just need to be by myself for a bit… can’t handle too much i don’t think. not sure? scared of being controlled.. scared of being suffocated. i really need my freedom, the freedom to do what i want with my own life, not have other ppl tell me what to do, force me to make decisions i don’t want to. i guess i just want to know that i’m the one in control of my life, so if it fucks up that’s my problem. and i guess i don’t feel in control. shambly again. why now? so close to uni… maybe frustrated.. need to take charge of my life a bit more. sometimes it feels like it’s spiralling out of control. but i don’t want ppl to tell me “it’ll be ok”. cos that doesn’t accomplish anything. it’s like, i don’t know what to say so i’ll just say something.

fuck.
why am i so angry?
… i need sleep.

i’ve lost my driver’s license somewhere in the mess that is my room. rather annoyed.

interesting article

got lots on my mind for some reason. but more of a feeling of being restless. like, i’ve got so much i want to do, so much planned… but i feel like i’m not getting anywhere with any of them. yet, all i want to do is stay at home. so anti-social. why why why?

so in all my excitement yesterday, i completely forgot to write about my weekend. su and mike came to visit on both saturday and sunday (: which was HEAPS cool. cos su bought TWO boardgames… – star wars trilogy trivial pursuit and lord of the rings trivial pursuit!! it’s soooo cool! the die for the star wars one is an R2-D2 ‘randomizer’ and you press his head. unfortunately there were no batteries so we couldn’t test it out ): but i kicked arse anyways! (well, that’s kinda expected considering su fell asleep in star wars o_O) and then on sunday they came over again to play the LOTR one, and i won that! so i was heaps chuffed.

today i went to uni to fix my enrolment. only to have spent all that effort (walking from central to uni cos i didn’t want to go to redfern) to speak to hansen yee for 30 seconds. looks like i’ll be enrolling in elec4702 NEXT year. bloody stoopid course changes.
went to broadway afters, found cool 2nd hand book/cd/dvd-shop. need to take a closer look next time. altho thinking of going to glebe with su as one of our explorations.
i found those “electro” mega tazo top things in k-mart for $2 each. so i got all four. thank god i didn’t have to eat the chips for those. AND AND AND! i saw the orlando bloom poster for the really cool pic that mike sent me :P so uhm.. after some consultation with mike, i bought it! well, i went halves with him for it (: now i have to find some space for it. altho i think this one would be worth laminating. have to look into that. got a few posters that need laminating. *looks at star wars ones*