wafblog v3.0

just got back from going to a wedding with brendon. it was.. well, it was good, and i guess i’m somewhat surprised it was. because it could’ve been so different. yet, i enjoyed myself, and i spent most of the time catching up with my bro. it’s interesting how easily ppl can drift apart. and interesting how much you can care for somebody despite how badly they may have treated you, or done things you don’t agree with. and i guess, ultimately, i missed the friendship. i was, and probably still am, willing to walk away, if that’s what it comes down to. and i won’t hesitate if it comes to that. but still, i’m not the sort to walk out of a friendship that meant so much to me. i’m not the sort to give up on ppl. i hate the thought of it. and is it really the *only* choice you have if you have to do that to change a situation? i’m not sure.

anyways, digressing :P the wedding was good. the band was soooo loud tho. my ears are still ringing. and i got home an hour and a half ago! it was quite interesting to see some traditional cambodian dances tho. i know i hate dressing up, wearing dresses/skirts/makeup, but i think once in a while, it’s fun to doll up and play the part. be something different to what you normally are. push the boundaries and explore a little. and i guess that’s why i’m happy about tonight. cos that’s what i did. and i did it without relying on the ppl i usually do.
it makes me wonder about my future tho. in 5-6 years, i’ll probably be getting married, thinking about getting a house, having kids, the lot. and that’s a scary thought. cos i feel like i haven’t even begun to live my life yet.