tues, 21/10/2003 - 11:42pm

so i’ve been trying to save money lately. break out of my “it’s thursday and i have no money for food” type of scenarios. i’m not sure if it’ll work, but i think if i make it regulated and have a goal, i might get somewhere. so the goal? the goal is to save $20 a week. $20?!?! yes. it’s insane considering i have no source of income. i’m destined to be a bum on the streets. well, i guess it’s better if there are ppl saving with you, and helping you along. and i have that now so it’s heaps good (:

i’m wondering how ppl know they’re in love. it’s like, yeah you have strong feelings for someone, and they make you incredibly happy, but how do you know when it’s love? sure, you can say that you’d do anything for them, they mean the world to you but how can you prove that? i dunno. and ppl say, when you feel it, you’ll just know. but i’m the sort that believes you never really know what you have until you lose it. but i don’t exactly want to lose this person and then go “oh, i love them”.. how screwed is that! >.< *sits in the corner* maybe it’s just cos attempting to verbalise feelings is pretty much impossible, and as long as you know what they mean to you then that’s the most important thing.

anyways, promised i’d be in bed by 11:30…



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