wafblog v3.0

so i’ve been trying to save money lately. break out of my “it’s thursday and i have no money for food” type of scenarios. i’m not sure if it’ll work, but i think if i make it regulated and have a goal, i might get somewhere. so the goal? the goal is to save $20 a week. $20?!?! yes. it’s insane considering i have no source of income. i’m destined to be a bum on the streets. well, i guess it’s better if there are ppl saving with you, and helping you along. and i have that now so it’s heaps good (:

i’m wondering how ppl know they’re in love. it’s like, yeah you have strong feelings for someone, and they make you incredibly happy, but how do you know when it’s love? sure, you can say that you’d do anything for them, they mean the world to you but how can you prove that? i dunno. and ppl say, when you feel it, you’ll just know. but i’m the sort that believes you never really know what you have until you lose it. but i don’t exactly want to lose this person and then go “oh, i love them”.. how screwed is that! >.< *sits in the corner* maybe it’s just cos attempting to verbalise feelings is pretty much impossible, and as long as you know what they mean to you then that’s the most important thing.

anyways, promised i’d be in bed by 11:30…

my arms hurt! which is my own fault cos i went indoor rock-climbing today, but it was a whole heap of fun! i haven’t been in months, and my friend invited me, so i thought why not! there was one that i couldn’t conquer the first time and i got stuck halfway cos there just wasn’t anything to hold on to. and then i managed to conquer one that was harder so i went back to that and thought “that’s it!”… i conquered :D i’m so happy :P dunno, i find there’s a sense of satisfaction with achieving some physical exercise and working your body half to death. it’s a combination of the “my arms are gonna drop off” with the “i did it!” and the “i’ll do better next time!”. so, hopefully i can keep this up, and get fit at the same time!

i think that i’ve become so bored with uni, i’m losing discipline. i’ve started playing warcraft 3 again. well, the expansion (the frozen throne). i played with mike on the weekend, and tonight i played with mike and su. was quite funny, we played some warped arse map that comes with wc3x and well, it was quite shameful. we were completely obliterated by the computer. i think it’s the map. or, i like to think that the map is hard and it’s nothing to do with my lack of ability to play computer games. :D i live in a delusional world. i like it that way!

anyways, i have work that should be done, and i don’t want to fall asleep in too many classes. there’s hope i might make it to physics!